Sometimes I don’t even know why the fuck I’m here. Why am I alive when there’s a million people who were better than me that died? I don’t deserve it. Fuck me.
How can we be close when all you do is push me
Watch me become part of your past like you want me
I wanna love you but want you to love back
I want that comfort, it’s something that we lack
I like to let my feelings show
I guess you keep em hidden deep
Me, I wear em on my sleeve
You, you just conceal and weap
Watch me become part of your past like you want me
I wanna love you but want you to love back
I want that comfort, it’s something that we lack
I like to let my feelings show
I guess you keep em hidden deep
Me, I wear em on my sleeve
You, you just conceal and weap
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I feel like if I spent less time on Twitter, I’d have more time to find a girlfriend instead of random fuck buddies.
It’s amazing how lost I can get out on the golf course. I love forgetting about everything and just playing.
Hate knowing there is something wrong with my head but that there is nothing we can do about it for a while..
Flyin back to Dallas on a pocket size jet.
Got me thinkin how little life I’ve lived yet.
Been thru a lot at such a young age.
19 but feel like I’ve seen life’s last page.
Tell me who goes through my shit and has 4 heart breaks.
Before the age of 20 without truly seeing life’s face.
Flyin high about 25K over San Antone.
25K I made last year somebody throw me a fuckin bone.
Think about the rich fuckers that own three homes.
While there’s people out there dying not to be cold.
How are people so selfish in their every day life.
Like why you need that chain and why you cheatin on your wife.
Why you kill your brain with them alcoholic nights.
Why you goin with the grain jus to avoid little fights.
Know yourself before you try and learn others.
Gods my only judge, Jesus my eternal brother.
Only woman I trust is my mother.
and trust me when I say that I don’t need any other.
400 miles away you still make an impact,
On my heart on my brain my feelings in tact,
But it’s so complicated its not just white and black,
Like my heart and my brain are in constant attacks,
See I love you like a wife and you love me like a brother,
At least that’s what I conclude cuz you always have feelings for another.
And even though our loves strong and you feel it can’t any stronger,
I still push for that feeling cuz its greater than any other.
You call me your twin and I love it sometimes,
But it also kills me inside and it blocks the sunshine.
Cuz I wanna be family but only you as my wife,
And you want me as a friend for the rest of your life.
And as a man I think I could live with that for a while,
But eventually it’d be too much and I’d break down as a child.
I gotta tell you how I feel before its too late,
Tell me really though, do you believe in fate..?
On my heart on my brain my feelings in tact,
But it’s so complicated its not just white and black,
Like my heart and my brain are in constant attacks,
See I love you like a wife and you love me like a brother,
At least that’s what I conclude cuz you always have feelings for another.
And even though our loves strong and you feel it can’t any stronger,
I still push for that feeling cuz its greater than any other.
You call me your twin and I love it sometimes,
But it also kills me inside and it blocks the sunshine.
Cuz I wanna be family but only you as my wife,
And you want me as a friend for the rest of your life.
And as a man I think I could live with that for a while,
But eventually it’d be too much and I’d break down as a child.
I gotta tell you how I feel before its too late,
Tell me really though, do you believe in fate..?
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